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Emotion's 2004 Overexposed Celebrity List
12.28.04 (9:42 am)   [edit]
Paris Hilton – She is annoying and she is NOT HOT!!  I sincerely hope to see less of her in 2005, I mean does she really deserve all the press she’s getting?? I think it's amazing how a famous last name gets you more attention than some REAL celebrities who are out there busting their asses making quality films and television shows.

Britney Spears – Although she did take a chill pill after marrying her second husband, I was still sick of seeing her in the tabloids looking like trailer park trash.  I can’t wait until people realize this chick can’t sing. We are all very blessed that she won't be putting any new albums out anytime soon.

Beyonce – I love the girl and think she can seriously SANG, but I am a little tired of seeing her in EVERYTHING… please give us a break.

Ben Affleck – I’m trying to figure out how he got famous in the first place…every movie I’ve seen that he starred in was crap.

Jessica Simpson – She is no longer a newlywed is she??  How can they possibly have season 4 of this show?  And that Christmas special sucked.  We all know you're not as dumb as you pretend to be so stop giving blonds a bad rep.

Kobe Bryant – Although his exposure was indirect because of his “trial” coverage, I still got tired of hearing about him.  I just don’t like the guy, never did…

Michael Jackson – I really think this cat is insane, it’s such a tragedy that he will only be remembered for being a child molester and a freak.

Omarosa – Your 15 minutes of fame was up a long time ago…how are you still getting photo ops???

Madonna – It’s weird how someone you really liked back in the day turns out to be a total loser over time.  Seems now she is mostly famous for turning everyone on to wearing Kaballah bracelets.

Demi & Ashton – I think it’s great that Demi is getting her groove back with little Ashton, but it is not headline news.

Oprah – As much as I admire her for the empire she has built… I could care less what her favorite things are and who was lucky enough to receive them.  The show should stop already!

The Osbornes – They can’t sing, and the show is dumb. Sharon is the only one out of the bunch who seems halfway normal.

Scott Peterson – Now that the trial is over I hope I never hear his name again. I feel sorry for anyone else out there who has that same name.

George Bush – DUH!!   Dumb ass fucker!

Star Jones – Who on earth marries a man who likes to date men?  I mean…come on, she’s not hot so how is she going to keep his dick hard?  Seems to me that she should have married someone who likes women.  All that money and exposure for her wedding and it may not last 6 months.

Usher – He’s fine, sexy and young.  But I hope he takes a much needed vacation from the spotlight in 2005. I love his music, just sick of hearing it.

The Olsen Twins - Okay I know I'll get beat up for what I'm about to say...but when you really think about it these young ladies can't act, can't sing and look like 11 year olds.  For the most part I think they should be happy they made all their money so young because they just seem to lack talent to me.  They are beautiful and rich...but I think they need to make the most out of their college education.
 
Better Than Coffee
12.23.04 (9:11 am)   [edit]
I haven't had sex in the morning in I don't know how long...I think it's been since last May when I was on my trip in Florida.  (Terry....memories that are sensual as hell!)

Back to the subject...

There is no better way to start the day off, I think sex in the morning is one thing that makes me want to marry someone...just to get the morning, noon and night loving.  I don't ever have any male company in my home really, especially not in my room or overnight.  This is because of my daughter and grammy...no need of them being subjected to my sex life. Plus, I'm not exactly quiet and knowing my daugther she'd call the police thinking something very bad was happening to me.  LMAO!  

So this morning I had a very slow masterbation session...I tell you it at least put me in a better mood today.  No need to stop at Starbucks for a Double Hazelnut Latte...Nope...just good old satisfied coochie in the morning and you'll smile and skip all through the day.
 
This is SCARY!
12.23.04 (9:03 am)   [edit]
 
Naughty New Year
12.17.04 (7:14 am)   [edit]
I've been invited to a New Year's Eve party.  I recieved the e-vite days ago but I have finally decided to go ahead and go.  Normally, I spend New Year's Eve with the Singletons, but this year I need a change.

So....change I will have.  

Mo & Niecey have invited me to many of their functions.  I've never gone because I admit I was a little afraid of them.  I met them online from an adult msn group and they are a very outgoing and friendly married couple.  They run a local hedonism group here in Seattle, which is a group of folks who frequently travel to Jamaica. Once they arrive in Jamaica I hear things get pretty kinky and a little too friendly for most...but I also hear they have a good time.  

I was invited to Jamaica in February, then I was invited to their Memorial Day and Labor Day functions and each time I declined.  But I am now looking forward to this party and from what I've read on the invite it looks like it may be a lot of fun.  They are supposed to keep in clean...LOL!  So we'll see.  The party will go from 9pm until 4am...I should get to know the group pretty well in that time then maybe next time they go to Jamaica I can tag along.

In the meantime, I need to find something to wear to the soiree.
 
Sexin a Doll?
12.15.04 (9:38 am)   [edit]


What you see in the picture above is NOT a human, but a painstakingly designed, silicone and steel skeletoned, lifesize doll, built and designed for one purpose - to have sex with. Experiments are being done to add servomotors and sound chips.

With a huge number of options, a customer can order it to fit his fantasies all for the mere price of $5999.00, with $450 shipping and handling.

Damn... another couple of years and we'll have android pussy. Say it with me... WTF???

Think I'm fooling around?
www.realdoll.com

 
Temptations....
12.15.04 (9:37 am)   [edit]
...and I am not referring to a singing group.

I'm always tempted.  It's actually pretty crazy how that keeps happening.  I've been soooo fucking GOOD lately it's unreal.  But that will be changing very soon.  I can feel things building up.  I don't think it's a good idea to force myself into going without sex. When I start having it again it's always a little out of control.  Well up until recently I haven't really been attracted to anyone, no one has made me even CRAVE it.  I have thought long and hard about taking things to another level with Mike since we've been doing the flirt thing for about 3 months now...but oh well that is another story.

I remember making a journal entry back when I was just 18 years old. The topic was DO I HAVE SEX WRITTEN ON MY FORHEAD.  This is because back in the day I felt like every man I met was trying to fuck me..thankfully I wasn't having it.  Lately I've been feeling the same way.  I've actually tried to avoid sexual topics with the men I've been hanging around...yet somehow it just comes up.  When I hold back and try to refrain from getting too hot and heavy with men, I feel shy - like I am scared to talk.  This does not have the effect it should have, it just seems to make them even more interested.

Yesterday I got in a conversation with a guy on the Monday bowling league.  He was only subbing so I figured there would be no reason for me to avoid talking to him (since I don't want to date men on my bowling league). Turns out he has seen me around before.  He comments on my weight loss...which sort of stunned me as I don't recall ever seeing him around.  We talked for hours and he was telling me how he ended up in Seattle which led to him confessing that he is married. Isn't that funny - I was thinking he was so refreshing to talk to, like I could really dig this guy then BAM! He delivers the sucker punch.

HMMMMMMMMMM.....

So I figure we'd talk and I go my way and he go his right?
I sort of developed a fear of falling for a married man...yet at times I feel like they are coming at me from every angle.  At times they seem like the only men I meet that I find attractive - even without knowing they are married.  

Any way...today I was walking through the hospital and run into him.  Coincidence?  I'm not sure.  But I was soooo fucking nervous it was unreal.  I tried to hide my i.d. badge and act like I was just visiting but that didn't work out.  He asked to take me to lunch. I said that I already had plans for lunch (not a lie) and that I couldn't make it. I thanked him for asking and hurried off down the hall.  But I could not get him off my mind and I am really hoping not to run into him anymore...I think.

I wonder if he will be subbing again next Monday...
 
Fat Nipples
12.15.04 (9:36 am)   [edit]
I hate the fact that the heater in my office does not work.  Do you know how embarassing it is to talk to vendors with HUGE ASS nipples poking through your shirt?  Both men and women try hard not to stare at them but they can't help it.  I don't blame them really it's my damn job's fault for having us in the OLD part of the hospital. Some days I find a sweater to throw on over my blouse...but today nothing matched.  My space heater won't stay on, it turns itself off every 5 minutes to cool off...so I stay COLD.

This sucks!
 
Holiday Humor
12.08.04 (9:58 am)   [edit]
 
Life Riding The Bus
12.08.04 (8:49 am)   [edit]

I started back riding the bus this week and I must say it’s been interesting because I miss a lot of what goes on in and around my city when I drive the jeep to work. When I’m on the bus I notice all the new building developments going up, things I don’t see at all while speeding down the street. I notice new little coffee shops and cafes that I’d like to go visit. I located a new dental practice near my home and made a note to stop in and get a business card. I am reminded of how beautiful downtown Seattle is and marvel at how some of the building structures seem more like art than just a place of business. I see homeless people who look so sad and cold that tears come to my eyes, especially when they have children in tow. I notice babies sitting in the laps of their school aged mothers and I wonder what their life is like or what it will be in the future.


Yesterday while waiting at the bus stop I noticed something that brought a smile to my face yet also left me a little confused. I guess it’s normal for people to stare down the street looking for the bus to come. I just don’t get why they do it. I mean, when the bus gets near, you will hear it and the bus driver will see all the people waiting and stop. But people stare down the street looking for the bus as if that will make it show up faster. Yesterday one young lady stared down 2nd avenue, her jaw was tight and her face was filled with disgust yet the bus still did not appear. She literally NEVER once looked away from the direction in which the bus was due to arrive. Of course I found this entertaining. I personally always have a book in my bag and spend that time reading, but I’d look up from my pages to see if the young lady was still angry that the bus hadn’t come yet. Mind you, the bus was running on schedule but most of the people at the bus stop acted as if the bus was late. The young lady I was spying on did not take her eyes off the road until she saw the number 39 on the front of the bus we were waiting on and only then did she turn around and act like she was relieved. Again, I was confused…wondering why people do this, why do they act like they are holding their breath waiting for the bus? A few of the people actually went out in the middle of the street to see if they could spot our ride a few blocks down and then when they did not see it they would stomp back over to the curb cussing and complaining. I swear it’s pure comedy!!


Once the bus arrived, everyone got on and I began to get my daily fix of noticing LIFE as it is presented while riding the bus.

 
Biggest Loser
12.07.04 (7:23 pm)   [edit]
I am starting to think this show is far more interesting than the Apprentice this season.  BUT I hope like hell these people don't let that damn crybaby LISA win.  Fuck every time I turn around she is balling about something.  
She reminds me of little kids...how they tattle and whine to get their way.  PLEASE VOTE HER ASS OFF NEXT WEEK!!!!
 
Scared Dick
12.03.04 (9:14 am)   [edit]
 
Orgasm Donors...
12.03.04 (9:13 am)   [edit]

You may ask what is an orgasm donor.  I'm not sure I know myself but this thought was on my mind so much last night that I never fell asleep. Just laid in bed feeling horny.

I needed sex.

I had insomnia.

I had sex on the brain.

I really had a need to get my groove on.  I wanted to reach an orgasm so bad that when I tried to masterbate, NOTHING HAPPENED. WTF??

I'm thinking I could get rich if I came up with a NATIONAL list of men who are ORGASM DONORS. They could put the stamp on the back of their DRIVER's LICENSE alongside the organ donor stamp. Like a seal of approval.


What do you think?   

 
Finger Loving Memories
12.03.04 (9:09 am)   [edit]
 An open window beckons me and I respond to the calls of the birds and the scent of the summer air, gazing into the distance I hear my name echoing from the dark... I do not answer because I know that the voice is a wraith of my past a distant shadow that live on within me. I sigh deeply into the oleander and star jasmine that frames the window... and me looking more like a portrait of a master painter, white dress, bright eyes made melancholy for the moment as I anticipate my lover's return.
 I remember the haunting dreams that now wake me from my sleep, it irritated me that I should awaken so aroused knowing that there is little I could do to alleviate the condition. I could stroke upon the cure and reminisce about his strong hands caressing my nesting place... But I could never touch myself as he did, with just his hands tucked away between my smooth thighs, he with one knuckle sliding over the swelling of my lust he could bring about a flood of wonton waters, he would then use to probe deeply into my portal of ecstasy.
 He had done this at a restaurant once. His hands beneath the table with the long white table cloth so as not to alert the casual observer of what he was doing to me.
He first rested his hands on my lap and it felt good, but even better when he started to stroke my thigh inching his way slowly up my leg until his knuckles began gently brushing the soft folds of my flesh...
 I could smell my own lust wafting from beneath the table when the waiter came up my eyes were half closed and I only came full awake when he asked, "Do you need more time." My eyes bolted open and I looked sharply at him pleading with him to stop what he so casually continued to do. I looked from him to the waiter and back, obviously flustered and unable to answer the simple question. To prevent any further embarrassment to me he chimed in asking, "Well yes give her some more time to make a selection".
 Good I thought because he was about to get a piece of my mind as the waiter began to turn he seemed to sense this and he called the waiter back... He never stopped what he was doing to me down below and kept building the pressure as he calmly went over the entire wine selection asking about pairings and variations of the entrees he would order.  I felt like a drunk swooning under the constant pressure and the atmosphere, I felt that dream like quality like it had to be a dream and sooner or later I would see the waiter turn into a stork (a bird that he closely resembled)...
 But he never let up on the constant light pressure and the slippery feel of my juices lubricating the instrument of my torture became, so exquisite that my heartbeat quickened and I could feel that sinking feeling welling up within me signaling my climax was soon to arrive.
 He was the devil himself, knowing full well I could not force him to stop as long as the waiter was present. He kept the pressure lightened until his fingers where just images in my mind continually stroking with feathery light touch. He continued to review the menu with the waiter and then slowly turned and smiled at me broadly saying something I could no longer hear since my ears were filled with the rush of blood and the throbbing sensation that rocked my body gently back and forth.  I let out a slow moan and quickly that finally trailed off into a ahhhhhHummm the, ha  sspeci, special sounds goood tomeeeeeeeee I ended giggling the last bit out with the orgasm he had caused I was completely soaked through and felt oddly proud that I had such a man who could bring me pleasure anywhere and within a moments notice... He smiled at me again knowing by the flow of fluids filling his hands he accomplished what he desired.  He then quickly thanked the waiter for his time and order the house wine his favorite and the special for the both of us. Slowly and deliberately he removed his hand from my quivering thigh gently brushing my blood-swollen bud with his finger sending tiny jolts of pleasure through my body. He took his fingers and licked each one as if savoring the particular flavor of a fine wine saying " I don’t think the meal will be half as tasty as the appetizer... I beamed at him flush faced and at a complete loss for words...

Again the echo of my name upon the wind and the vague scent of his cologne... "When would he be home" I can hardly wait
 
The Apprentice
12.03.04 (9:07 am)   [edit]

I'm glad Ivana is off of the Apprentice, but it's funny, the 4 that are left are total DUDS.


Matter-of-fact, anyone who was worth anything on this season's Apprentice was voted off in the first 5 weeks.


I can't stand any of the remainders...which makes me wonder if Trump likes any of them, or if he will really USE any of the finalists to run any part of his empire.

 
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